Remembering What it Feels Like to Fly

“A smile spread across Caroline’s face, for so many reasons. Because of her mother’s praise. Because she had just cleared an oxer set to 3’9”. Because she had finally let determination overcome fear. But most of all, because she was starting to remember what it felt like to fly.”
Just a small sneak peak of what I’ve been writing lately. Still have a ways to go! This video is from nine years ago today.

Caroline’s Purpose: Video

If you’ve ever wrestled with fear, faith, or finding your footing after loss, Caroline’s Purpose is for you. Follow Caroline Davis as she navigates heartbreak, healing, and unexpected hope in the form of an abused horse and a boy who understands more than he lets on. With tenderness, authenticity, and a message of redemption, this emotionally rich novel invites readers to believe in second chances. Don’t miss your chance to grab it for under a dollar—download Caroline’s Purpose on Kindle today and discover how the hardest seasons can lead to the most beautiful transformations.

Joyce Bloemker (Palomino and Pinto) Interview and Review of Caroline’s Purpose

Editor and blogger Joyce Bloemker (Palomino and Pinto) did a book review and interviewed me about Caroline’s Purpose. You can read her post here: https://www.palominoandpinto.com/blog/book-review-and-author-interview-carolines-purpose-by-erica-zaborac. I am grateful she chose my book to review and enjoyed talking to her about my writing and editing process!

Check out her other posts and the books she recommends and her editing tips!

If you want to order your own copy of Caroline’s Purpose, you can find it on Amazon or Barnes and Noble.

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Caroline’s Purpose July Sale

Caroline’s Purpose is in the top 50 today on Amazon for Teen and Young Adult Clean and Wholesome Romance and Teen and Young Adult Nature! You can order the ebook for just $.99 all of July!

Caroline’s Purpose: Last Chance for $.99 ebook!

The ebook edition of Caroline’s Purpose is available for $.99 only through the end of this month! Make sure you get yours now!

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Meet Luna, aka Goldee

Luna, the weanling Caroline and Connor are assigned to work with in Caroline’s Purpose, is also based off of one of my personal horses. Goldee was my assigned horse in the University of Arizona Equine Sciences program. Goldee is a Thoroughbred, and can be as sweet and sassy as Luna in the book. In Chapter 2, Luna is introduced as ”the dark bay thoroughbred filly with the crescent moon shaped marking on her head.” You can see here in Goldee’s pictures that she looks exactly like Luna in the book.

To learn more about Luna, and her place in Caroline’s story, order the ebook edition of Caroline’s Purpose now on Amazon, Kobo, or Apple Books for $.99. This sale ends soon, so make sure to get yours today!

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Caroline’s Purpose: Loose Horse

Hoof beats pounded outside the barn. Everyone crowded into the doorway, straining to see the loose horse.

Caroline followed, thinking this would be her moment to get to the stallion barn unseen. But when the flash of red streaked by the door, panic filled her stomach.

She pushed her way past everyone to the front of the crowd, confirming for herself that Edison was the loose horse. Connor, his dad, and a few stable hands were already at work, trying to catch him.

He was beautiful. He moved with beauty and grace; his tail arched over his back as he avoided the men with ease.

Edison paused for a moment, letting Connor get closer. He had a halter in his hand, and Caroline watched as he approached him like she had that first day, extending his arm out, letting Edison smell him. But Edison wasn’t ready.

He spun away from Connor, leaping in the air and kicking out, missing Connor by inches, sending him to the ground. Caroline ran from the barn, heading for Connor, but Edison saw her first.

He whinnied, galloping straight for her. Caroline froze, fearing that he was going too fast to stop, thinking he would run her over for sure. She lifted her hands out to her side, hoping that would help. “Whoa,” she breathed.

Edison skidded to a stop in front of her. Caroline kept her eyes down, and her voice low, as she stepped to the side, approaching his shoulder. “Easy, bud. Just relax. No one is going to hurt you.”

Caroline stretched out her arm and rubbed him with her knuckles, as she had before. Edison twitched and arched his neck, but he didn’t run. “Thatta boy. Just stay with me here, okay?”

Connor walked up behind her. “Caroline, here, you better put it on him. I don’t think he’ll let me.”

Caroline reached behind with her free hand, opening her palm for the halter. When she felt the leather in her hand, she closed her fingers around it. She pulled it around in front of her. Edison snorted.

“Hey now, it’s okay. It’s just me. We’re gonna put this on you and get you back to your stall.” Edison looked at her sideways as she guided the halter onto his head, buckling it by his ear. She took a step back and started to walk him towards his barn.

Edison tossed his head in protest to the pressure on the lead rope. Caroline looked up at his eyes and saw a familiar expression. Anger and panic filled his face and he jerked, pulling at the rope in her hand, trying to regain his freedom. He reared, pawing at the air. The sudden movement knocked her off her feet.

“Edison, whoa!” Caroline gripped at the rope as she struggled to get up. She managed to stand as Edison landed, and put her hand on his neck to calm him down, to keep him from going up again.

“Caroline, are you okay?” Connor put his hand on her shoulder.

Her throat was closing, and no audible words came out of her mouth. Dark circles closed in around her, impairing her sight. She tried to blink them away, but a picture from her past flooded her vision.

The horse’s emotions were the same, but he was grey instead of red. He was lying on his side, thrashing and screaming as he tried to get up. Caroline was on the ground next to him, struggling to get up herself, but she couldn’t. His weight on her legs was too great, and her left foot was caught in the stirrup underneath him. She tried to soothe him, but their pain had been too extreme…

What happened to the grey horse? Will Caroline ne able to help Edison? Order an ebook edition of Caroline’s Purpose for $.99 on Amazon, Kobo, or Apple Books to find out.

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Meet Edison

One of the fun parts about writing is being able to combine fiction with real life. In Caroline’s Purpose, Caroline and Connor work with an abused Thoroughbred stallion named Edison. In real life, Edison is one of my horses. He is not an abused Thoroughbred stallion, but is a very well loved Saddlebred gelding. I chose to base the stallion off of Edison because of how important the real-life Edison is to me. He helped me overcome a lot of fear and showed me what it means to trust again.

To learn more about the fictional Edison and his journey with Caroline and Connor, you can buy the ebook version of Caroline’s Purpose for $.99 this month on Amazon, Kobo, or Amazon Books for this month only.

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Caroline’s Purpose: Chapter 9

Here is an excerpt from Chapter 9 of Caroline’s Purpose. This was easily one of my favorite chapters to write.

The vibrations of voices and footsteps added to the chaos of the student union. The wind of the day before had brought rain from a tropical storm in Mexico, forcing the students who liked to eat lunch in the open air to come inside. The tables were jam packed, and Connor couldn’t find a place to sit. He clutched the brown paper Burger King sack in his fist as yet another person collided with him.

He sighed and shook it off, lifting his eyes above the jostling heads as he searched for somewhere he could eat. He turned around the corner into the last section of seating and saw an empty seat at a high-top table for two. The girl sitting there was hovering over a textbook, a pen curled in her hand. Her foot and her head bounced up and down in rhythm with the music from her headphones. As she threw her blonde hair over her shoulder, Connor recognized her. He worked his way through the crowd to the edge of the table.

“Caroline? Can I sit here?” Connor grasped the top of the chair with his free hand. Caroline kept her eyes down on the book in front of her, not hearing him over the noise in the union or her headphones. Connor went ahead and scooted the empty chair out, tossing his lunch sack on the table and slinging his backpack off of his shoulder, and over the side of the chair.

Caroline dropped her pen as she jumped, startled by the motion in front of her. She reached up to pull her headphones out.

Connor paused. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to surprise you. I asked if I could sit here, but you didn’t hear me.” Connor pointed to her headphones. “There’s nowhere else to sit. You aren’t waiting on anyone, are you?”

“Oh, no, I’m not. Go ahead. Sorry I didn’t hear you. I was a little wrapped up in Chemistry.” Caroline closed the textbook, leaving her pen in it to mark her page.

“Chemistry or the private concert you had going on in your head?” Connor teased as he sat down. “To me, it looked like you were having more of a dance party than a study session.”

Caroline’s cheeks turned from their normal light pink to a deeper shade of red. She folded her hands in her lap as she sat back in her chair. “Maybe you should eat your lunch before it gets too cold.”

“Yeah, you’re probably right.” Connor grinned as he pulled his burger, fries, and a few napkins out of the bag. He closed his eyes and bowed his head.

Lord, thank you for the rain, I know it’s caused the union to be extra crowded and obnoxious today, but we need the rain here in the desert. It’s also allowed me this chance to sit with Caroline, so please show me how to be a friend to her. And thank you for this food that I am about to eat. In Your name I pray, Amen.

Connor lifted his eyes as he unwrapped his burger. Caroline was staring at him, her expression one of curiosity and sadness.

“You’re a Christian?”

“Yes, I am. What about you?” Connor picked up his food and took a bite.

“Used to be.” Caroline shrugged her shoulders as she tilted her head and smiled with half of her mouth.

Connor thought about her statement as he chewed, trying to figure out how to respond. respond as he swallowed. He swallowed. “Used to be,” he repeated. “Do you want to explain that?”

Will Caroline explain to Connor why she doesn’t believe anymore? Order the ebook edition of Caroline’s Purpose to find out. Remember, it’s only $.99 for the month of May!

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